Monday, October 31, 2011

23:4

I'm writing this blog in hopes that my story might can touch one life, hopefully more. But if even one person can be affected for the greater good, then I can feel like so happy knowing that!!! Ya know, I may not be the best writer, but I've got plenty of stories to share, plenty of valleys I have walked thru that I believe people can relate to. I can honestly say that there were time I didn't realize I wasn't alone when I was walking through the darkest valley, and times I was so fully aware that I was able to have joy unspeakable, and even able to laugh at my situation, and love the people who (severely) harmed me. I'll get nto some of the stories later, but whatever your going through today, just remember that you are NOT alone. Also, there are others out there very broken just like yourself. When you reach down deep inside yourself, remember HOW MUCH you need someone right now, and let that be your fuel to get motivation to be an inspiration to others later, because you WILL be okay, and I am believing with you that your going to conquer this valley and stand on the mountain with a big grin on your face. Not alone, but with a crew of others who have been broken, now healed from their wounds. Be that somebody today.


-Taylor

Friday, October 28, 2011

61.

We live in a nation where our identities have been scewered, our level of insecurity has risen, and our idea of love has been corrupted to a manipulated, dumbed down version of anything OTHER than purity it was intended to be. The statistics  of suicide rise everyday, as people continue to hide behind a mask of insecurity and false hope for fear of telling their truth of pain and fear of the unknown to a friend might cause a reaction other than what a true friend truly should do. We are left alone in our grief and dispair to shed tears of abandonment, isolation, and before you know it, we have become just another statistic. Just another wanderer. Another broken soul living without purpose in a lost and dying world silently screaming for help, with no one to give to give voice to that scream.
Life is so precious. Life is so short. We are never promised tomorrow. If you only had today, what would you do with it? Who would you spend it with? Would you hold back your true feelings from those you love? Or would you love with total abandonment to self, and with a selfless love, that knows no bounds. Fear would be gone, insecurities wouldn't matter, and your drive and zeal for life would be intoxicating.
 I encourage you to know who you truly are today. A person with value, worth being alive! Live out of your heart, in the purest form. Don't let words hold you back from living the life you were created to live. You are worth more than you could ever imagine. Be steady, be ready, because you never know what the day holds for you!!!!
Those of you who know who you are, I would tell YOU, open your ears to those silent cries for help, be that someone as you get your mind focused off yourself and onto those who are broken once again.

-Taylor